Andrew_Burns

A lot of times I just tell myself to keep going besides all of the shit I'm facing right know like I have the every fucking right to give up everything and just live like a zombie and with this kind of brain I would be just living fine ass life no pain in the ass BUT I NEVER WANTED THAT LIFE . FROM THE BEGINNING ALL I HAD WAS MOTIVATION AND AMBITION NOW I HAVE CONTROL BUT SOMETIMES LACK OF MOTIVATION TO THE FUTURE ME READING IT HOPE YOU MAKE IT MAN HOPE YOU SUCCEED.

Hey guys been a long time Currently working on switching to Windows and dual boot as my mentor said and also I will switch to linux mint because I don't really need kali as my main distro so cya I'll update later

Talking about subjects and school and all that I skip my classes and don't listen to teachers so I can study at home? Kind of absurd but I like doing that

Today I got my haircut which had fit me pretty well I guess that's only my opinion so far. Also I really don't want any friends from on like I have a doubt that I have too many of them. Idk Future me If you're reading this please Reply.

So this is the day 3 of me after how I started learning about Networking and really working on myself, today I finally found my mentor, It's a guy whom I met at discord. So he just told me to really try to understand everything around me how things happen how the life is interesting when you know how much mind blowing stuff is happening around you simple having to build a lock screen with a password requires insane coding and working and debugging I can't even talk about the engineering part , For my future self JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE KNOWING ALL !

I take back what I have said about learning networking actually when you explain it to somebody and really get in touch and connect the dots You get a very good satisfaction feeling. Will catch on later

You gotta be kidding me this is ridiculous. Just people surrounding me are complete fucking dumb and numb . I'm starting to sound crazy again bruh.
Today I was busy all day couldn't wait till I get to my daily learning process and tomorrow I have my classes starting and I don't really know how im gonna fit that all in in day like there is my dad who's I don't know what's his problem but constantly poking me around like c'mon I already got enough shit to accomplish.

I think its time for me to stop worrying about how I'm going to organize things. And should start making things instead of waiting for an idea to land on my head lmao and also guys do not date its not good for the health